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so are all brocedes girlies living vicariously through pierresteban right now or is that just me
#brocedes#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#pierresteban#pierre gasly#brazil gp 2024#f1#formula 1#teammate rivalries go hard omfg#what was it esteban said today?#something about how he was thinking about pierre on the final lap and how they've etched their names TOGETHER into the history books#and then the commentator going#“from friends to rivals to teammates to frenchmen on the podium” or sm like that#like all of it is SCREAMING brocedes#everything but a lover core#everything AND a lover#something about the red string of fate connecting you all throughout your life#and you can't escape it no matter how much you try#doomed by the narrative#something about how pierre and esteban escaped it#just for a second#and tomorrow may be different but today is today
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let him be a trophy husband!
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isabella perez they've put it together.
logan sargeant no. they think it's reputation (daphne's version) not a new album.
isabella perez whatever logan. anyways. how are the grammys?
max jones-verstappen I'M BORED!
zoya torres i suspect he'll end up drunk by the end of the night. mae jones-verstappen to be fair, he was life this at the fia prize giving ceremony. daniel jones-ricciardo he always gets drunk at things like this.
pierre gasly why are you people on your phones? you are at the grammys put them away!
mae jones-verstappen commercial breaks exist you french fuck!
rowan todd forgive him, he's never been to one.
pierre gasly because you've never taken me with you. I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO GO TO THE EMMYS! BUT CHARLES DID?
charles leclerc that's because i know how to behave in public.
carlos sainz why are people on twitter acting like i got fired midseason?
isabella perez they're dramatic like that. you guys thought i was bad, the twitter girlies are worse.
oscar piastri to be fair, you cried over dropping a churro one time.
lando norris i don't like it here anymore.
bailey winters SOMEONE JUST ASKED HIM HOW MANY RACES HE WON!! HE WALKED AWAY EMBARRASSED! LOGAN'S LAUGHING AT HIM!
isabella perez watching lando get made fun of on live tv by trevor noah is hilarious.
lando norris this shit isn't funny isa!
arthur leclerc "here we have 3x world champion max jones-verstappen, 8x grand prix winner daniel jones-ricciardo, and teammate to rookie of the year, lando norris."
oscar piastri can i laugh?
lando norris I'M ENTERING MY REPUTATION ERA!
charles leclerc maybe win a race first
daphne jones-ricciardo can you people behave?
lewis hamilton don't bother daphne, there is no controlling them.
freya vettel lando no wins can't even escape being made fun of at the grammys
lando norris oh fuck off vettel
mick schumacher don't forget no rizz. it's a miracle bailey took him back
bailey winters it took a lot of convincing.
penelope trevino ZOYA! YOU LOOKED BEAUTIFUL ON THAT STAGE!
logan sargeant I AGREE! THAT'S MY GIRLFRIEND! zoya torres aww thank you. nat helped pick out the dress. natalia ruiz THAT'S MY DAUGHTER!
lance stroll hey, does this mean charle is officially a grammy winner?
charles leclerc in my mind i have been since folklore lando norris first driver to win a grammy before a drivers championship charles leclerc at least i've won a race esteban ocon gagged him!
fernando alonso none of you know what the word decorum means.
daniel jones-ricciardo and you do? mr. i'm going to sniff flowers mid-interview
fernando alonso at least i can say that i've never commited crimes like seb. multi-21 anyone?
lance stroll THEY LITERALLY CALL YOU WAR CRIMINAL! sebastian vettel SPYGATE ANYONE? rhys jones HE'S A WAR CRIMINAL LIKE ME!!
rhys jones so, what'd i miss?
ollie bearman the hamilton x hamilton edits on tiktok isabella perez I LOVE THOSE!! logan sargeant HOW DO YOU NON=AMERICANS KNOW ABOUT HAMILTON? isabella perez i love musicals!
fernando alonso hamilton x hamilton? are they putting lewis on a boat with himself
lance stroll he means are they shipping lewis with himself? rhys jones NO! THE MUSICAL BY LIN MANUEL MIRANDA! fernando alonso who? lance stroll now he's just trolling.
rhys jones anyways, new album?
mae jones-verstappen yes, the dead poets society daphne jones-ricciardo THE TORTURED POETS SOCIETY! mae jones-verstappen YOU SHOULD'VE NAMED IT SOMETHING ELSE! rhys jones I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS BUT WHAT THE HECK DAPHNE! THE PEOPLE WILL BE CONFUSED!
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daphnejonesricciardo all's fair in love and poetry...new album THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT. OUT APRIL 19 🤍
📷: danieljonesricciardo
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isabellaperez mother ate with this one y'all!
landonorris i am ready to cry to this one.
baileywinters THE PEOPLE AREN'T READY!
redbullracing just in time for the chinese grand prix!!
danieljonesricciardo hey! i'm responsible for the cover art! i did that!
↳ daphnejonesricciardo yeah you did!
rhysjones geez daph, put some clothes on! as your little brother i don't need to see that!
rhysjones I'M KIDDING PLEASE DON'T CANCEL ME! I LOVE MY SISTER! I'M JUST A BABY!
↳ georgerussell so now you're a baby but when it comes to teasing lando you aren't a baby?
↳ rhysjones I CAN PICK MY BATTLES RUSSELL! THE DAPHNE GIRLS ARE WILD!
maejonesverstappen oh the people aren't ready for this.
charles_leclerc i definitely need a good cry album. this will help
↳ carlossainz55 i'll join you buddy!
maxjonesverstappen1 WOO! GO DAPHNE!
nataliaruiz WE WILL BE STREAMING!
lewishamilton it's going to be amazing daphne!
visacashapprb we will be streaming mrs. jones-ricciardo!
yukitsunoda0511 LET'S GO!! WOO!! GO DAPHNE!!
↳ daphnejonesricciardo thank you yuki! hope you like the new album!
↳ yukitsunoda0511 are you kidding me? i will adore it!
fernandoalo_oficial how many songs are about our whirlwind romance daphne? 🤣
↳ daphnejonesricciardo i plead the fifth! 😅
↳ danieljonesricciardo BACK OFF FROM MY WIFE FERNANDO!
↳ fernadoalo_oficial it's not my fault! blame the internet!
lilymhe YAY! I GET TO ANNOY ALEX WITH MORE SCREAM SINGING!
↳ alex_albon you could never annoy me
↳ lilymhe and we will be having a conversation about keeping this a secret from me mr.albon!
↳ alex_albon I WAS SWORN TO SECRECY!
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Saturday fan forums:
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- all teams were asked which other circuit would they convert to a night race, and which driver on the grid would they pick to do an escape room with
Red Bull and haas
- max was maxsplaining to checo a lot in the corner. However every time they were called upon they were able to answer
- kmag: “I got a free holiday”
- max and checo said they would do the escape room together. According to max they would be super confused, give up, and sit in a corner
- max didn’t believe everyone would pick Oscar. Says it’s a conspiracy
- kmag said he’d take his teammate but Nico said he would take Bottas so they can have quiet time
- Nico on the night race question: “what about a MORNING race” Max: No.
- checo said he wanted Vegas and got it
- max suggested mugello
- also max: we already have enough races we don’t need another. Ok if we flip one race to night we take out another five races. Checo wants to do Vegas twice.
Ferrari and Alpine
- people were screaming so loudly for them I couldn’t always hear what they were saying
- Carlos was busy reading all the signs and not paying attention that he missed when they asked the night race question 😂
- Carlos and Charles at the side discussing the different signs tgt like the judgy gossipy kids they are while the alpines are talking
- Esteban picked Paris for a night race. I missed Pierre’s answer. Charles says Monaco obviously. Carlos (after going “wait what was the question??” bcos he was spaced out) gives a loooong thought then decides on australia. He added something about how to make it different from aus gp currently but I couldn’t hear
- Carlos immediately picks Charles for the escape room qn. Pierre looks like he wants to pick Charles but Charles says “no, I’ll pick my teammate ☺️” (and Carlos’ laugh/smile at this point……I wish I got it on camera) so Pierre and Esteban decide to also pick each other (fascinating) decides to also pick Esteban but Esteban picks Fernando because of how the other night during the rain apparently Fernando found some way to find shelter while everybody was running around getting wet.
- saw on someone else’s video that Pierre said he was heartbroken now lmaoooo
- at some random point the Ferrari drivers saw there was a band set up on stage and was like WE SHOULD DO A CONCERT and Carlos is egging Charles to go on the keyboard while saying he/someone will do the guitar and then he also goes to the singing mic and pretends to sing or something (idk what was going on what is wrong with them they are so random)
Merc
- George doesn’t suggest a night race location but says they should do a night race without the street lights and give them car headlamps and night vision goggles instead
- Lewis says Macau would be good but how about we bring a race to Africa!!!
- Lewis picks Yuki for the escape room again on the “he is small” logic. Can’t remember George’s answer George co-opts this answer and says “yeah WE pick Yuki”
- Lewis at one point: Roscoe gets support everywhere awww <3 (some ppl had Roscoe signs in the crowd. There were also Leo and Piñon signs)
The crowd today was apparently the largest fan forum at Singapore and also one of the largest this year. People were really excited for both Ferrari boys and Lewis too. I imagine Alex and Yuki and Zhou got a lot of love yesterday because we also support our fellow Asian drivers here!
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Angel — Pierresteban (+ Kika)
Pierre has dreamed of this moment for a long time now, if he’s honest with himself.
He’s had a thing for Esteban for as long as he can remember, and they’d had brief encounters here and there when they were younger and single and just reckless enough to mess around with a coworker and close friend without worrying about all the ways it could backfire. But those moments were fleeting, far too rare to ever truly satisfy Pierre — if he could even be satisfied at all.
He’s greedy, and he knows it.
He’s with Kika now, and he’s happy. Absolutely head-over-heels for her, and their love life — and sex life — leaves him wanting for nothing. But, damn, Esteban is hard to ignore.
Especially lately.
Esteban was attractive back in the day, sure. The shaggy hair and lean build, the boundless energy, and his unfailing patience with Pierre, even when he was being difficult, were undeniably appealing. But now, Esteban’s matured into stronger, more masculine features, adopting a polished, well-kept look — even at his most laid-back — and a broad-shouldered build that makes even Pierre feel small. His kindness, however, hasn’t changed. If anything, as they’ve grown closer over the years, Esteban’s tolerance for him has shifted into open affection; especially since Pierre’s softened a bit himself, no longer hiding behind snarky remarks and finally accepting the care and appreciation Esteban offers him — albeit a little reluctantly.
So yes, he’s very much greedy, and he knows it. But he thinks it’s justified when Esteban looks like that. When Pierre remembers just how good he was in bed, how attuned he was to Pierre’s body, and how he could say exactly the right words to make him lose control. He misses it. Misses being held down, told what to do, misses the thrill of it all.
That’s why he brought it up to Kika, after a lot of careful thought and some very cautious phrasing, so she wouldn’t get the wrong idea or think he was hiding his true self or using her as a cover.
No, Pierre isn’t gay. Bisexual, yes, proudly so, but not gay.
And, no, Kika isn’t a cover for anything. He loves her more deeply than he’s loved anyone in his life.
Whatever. He’d unpack all those feelings later. For now, he just needed to tell Kika that maybe he wanted to open things up a bit more, take their relationship a step beyond the bedroom.
Preferably not while he’s on all fours, as bare as the day he was born, waiting for Kika to do something.
“God, we should’ve done this sooner,” Kika says. Pierre can’t see her, of course, but he feels the warmth of her breath fanning over the back of his bare thigh. “You’re a sight to behold like this.”
Kika’s fingers start grazing the backs of his thighs with delicate, teasing touches that make him buck his hips back, trying to get more—more pressure, more heat, more anything—but she’s quick to step back entirely, a small, derisive sound escaping her throat to remind him he’s already getting ahead of himself.
There’s a natural confidence in the way Kika takes charge that’s always left Pierre a little awestruck. He should’ve brought this up ages ago — his desire to be dominated and put in his place every now and then. It would’ve saved him plenty of rushed, unfulfilling sessions in the shower, biting his fist to keep from making too much noise.
So when she finally places her hands on his ass, kneading at the flesh the same way he often does to her, his legs nearly give out.
“Might have to fuck you myself sometime soon. Not fair that Esteban gets to have you like this and I don’t.” The pout in her voice is one Pierre knows well — the one she uses when she’s aiming to get the upper hand, as if she doesn’t already always have it. The fact that she’s using it now, when he’s given himself over entirely to her, borders on absurd.
"You like it when I use my strap on you, don’t you?” Pierre moans in response, any hope of articulate speech long gone, and Kika takes his sounds as the affirmation they’re meant to be. “Hm. Maybe next time, I’ll make you fuck me with a dildo inside you. Can’t let you have all the fun, you’ll end up spoiled.” Her fingers start tracing his spine, her perfectly manicured nails drawing shivers down his back.
“Yes. Yesyesyes. Whatever— whatever you want, just— yes. Please, yes.”
“God,” Kika chuckles, breathless and a bit amazed, but Pierre couldn’t care less that she’s seeing just how needy he is. She’d better get used to it anyway. And quickly, considering Esteban’s due to join them soon.
Kika takes a moment to collect herself after hearing the full force of Pierre’s begging, her hands wandering over his back, pressing down just enough to tease him further. He wants nothing more than to be pinned into the mattress, held in place so he has no choice but to take what she gives him. But when she’s ready, she lets him know by dragging her nails down his back a little harder, and Pierre can only wonder why he hadn’t thought to ask her for this sooner.
Her hands slide around his waist, fingers pressing into his skin, nails leaving small indents that make him grip the pillow under his head even tighter.
“I see why Esteban didn’t hesitate to say yes,” she murmurs. “You’re so pretty like this, I don’t know how he’s gone all these years without having you bent over for him.”
Pierre, spurred on by her words and by all the teasing she’s put him through since they’d talked with Esteban weeks ago, tries to grind down against the sheets.
But Kika is quick to pull him up by his hips, delivering a slap to his thigh that leaves a lingering sting and a sharp echo in the room.
It’s the first time Kika’s done anything like this, and if Pierre were a simpler man — or just a bit more desperate — he’d probably come from that alone.
But he’s got a little more pride than that; a decade’s worth of experience being roughed up — properly roughed up — has taught him restraint.
Still, he can feel himself already leaking, and the whimper that escapes him as the sting fades into a warm burn is shameful in a way that only makes him ache even more.
“God, Pierre. I knew you were a slut but a pain-slut? That’s extreme even for you.”
She gives him only a second of reprieve before she brings her open palm down on his asscheek this time, her free hand already at his hip so he doesn’t even think about sinking down onto the bed. Pierre's breath hitches in his throat and he bites down on his lip from the surprise, tasting blood almost immediately.
“Kika,” Pierre says, voice already hoarse.
“What is it, baby?” there’s an abrupt shift in her tone, worry seeping through it loud and clear. “Want me to stop? Slow down?”
“No, no, please don’ stop, I just— Do that again, please.”
Kika doesn’t answer, not really, just hums in acknowledgment and waits a second before striking him again, a little more forcefully so Pierre knows she has committed to giving him what he wants. Pierre can only whine, biting his already abused lip harshly, because he is a painslut.
Kika presses a light kiss over the offended skin and steps away, the empty air behind Pierre immediately feels colder and he whines, high and needy, to try and get her back near him.
She’s standing next to the bed now. Pierre knows, not because he can see her since his face is half-pressed against the pillow and his eyes are clenched shut, but because she’s running her fingers through his hair as a reassurance.
He doesn’t have to see her to know what she’s doing, either. The sound of their nightstand drawers as they open and close is something Pierre could recognize in his sleep, much like its meaning. So he’s not surprised when he hears Kika uncap the bottle of lube or when he feels the cold drag of the metal plug as she traces the outside of his thigh with it.
This is familiar territory for both of them.
One of the first things Pierre had asked for when their relationship was in its earlier stages and he was starting to feel the restlessness of wanting more was for her to finger him. She’d taken it in stride, as she did with everything else Pierre asked for. He is really fucking lucky to have her.
The first time they tried it at all it’d taken a lot of instruction from Pierre. A lot of “Hold on," and, “Alright move,” and, “Curl your fingers right there,” until Kika muttered a comment about it not being much different from fingering a girl which prompted Pierre to raise a brow in an unspoken question Kika managed to avoid answering by hitting his prostate just right and making him forget all about it.
The first time they used a plug came only a little after that.
Because, although getting fingerfucked by his girlfriend was something straight out of his fantasies, Pierre always found the lingering sensations from it to be yet another tease about something he couldn’t have; not without a lot of conversations, ones he hadn’t felt prepared for yet.
They didn’t even have to buy the plug. Pierre had it stored away with some other toys Kika had eyed with glee when he showed her his little collection. It's always been his favorite thing. A heavy, stainless steel plug that managed to keep him floaty and grounded at the same time with how full��it made him feel. It’d been Este's favorite thing too, back in the day. He loved to plug Pierre right after coming inside him, and Pierre was never one to say no to a good deal. Kika, too, took a great liking to it, openly declaring to him how amazed she was that he could take so much, how he was such a good boy for it.
However, it was the first time she was going to be doing all of this when he was in such an obscene position when he knew what would come later.
It was hotter, too, because of that.
Kika starts like she always does, with soft touches all over his ass and just toying with him further. Pierre shoves his hips back towards her, moaning loudly when his naked skin meets the rough fabric of her jeans.
Kika isn’t happy at his antics and she lets him know by smacking him on the side of his thigh, harsh and unforgiving, before stepping away from him once more. Pierre feels like he’s about to cry with how much he wants and how little he’s being given. Kika sighs, much like she does when Simba makes a mess she’ll have to clean up, and lets him just wallow for a moment without saying anything.
“If you’re so hellbent on getting what you want then you probably don’t even want my help, do you?”
Pierre is about to respond, to plead with her, really, not to stop touching him — that he’ll take whatever she wants to give, even if it’s just incendiary touches and nothing else. But Kika is already grabbing one of his wrists, pulling it away from the pillow he’s been white-knuckling for a while, and covering his fingers messily in lube.
“Go on, then. If you want to be full so badly that you can’t even wait for me to do it, you should open yourself, baby.”
She drops his hand over his ass, and it falls like dead weight, Pierre too boneless to exert any control over his limbs.
“Go ahead and make it interesting for me, since you and Esteban are having all the fun tonight.”
The reminder of what’s to come pulls him out of his stupor, and he’s rushing to fill himself with his fingers. It takes less than two minutes before he’s got two fingers inside himself, thrusting wildly — he’s never been fond of moderation.
Kika laughs sweetly behind him.
“You’re gonna make yourself come before me or Esteban even get our hands on you. Is that what you want, babe? To be already fucked out and useless when Esteban gets here? Won’t be too fun for him, I bet.”
Pierre tries to shake his head but is still pressed tight against the pillow.
“Maybe he’ll fuck me then, and we’ll just make you watch,” she says conversationally. Pierre whines, somewhere between a protest and a plea. “No? Are you going to be a good boy, then, and wait for Esteban to fuck you? Or are you so needy that you just can’t help yourself, baby?”
It takes Pierre a moment to push past the fog of his arousal, his brain sluggish with want, and it’s only when Kika yanks his hand away and presses it harshly against his lower back that he realizes she’s asked a question.
“Pay attention, babe,” she says softly, but the underlying warning is unmistakable. “Are you gonna behave or not?”
Pierre tries to fight her hold, but his body already feels like jelly, and his thrashing only makes Kika dig her nails into his wrist, making him bite down on his cheek to keep from squealing.
“I’ll be good. I promise. I’ll be so good, please, just let me— I need—”
Kika rewards him with a light slap to his thigh. “I know, babe, I know. I’ll give it to you, yeah? And then Esteban will too, but for that, you need to stop being so needy, okay?”
Pierre nods as best as he can, and thankfully it’s response enough for Kika, who lets go of his hand but stays hovering over him.
“Go on, then. Open yourself for me.”
And he does, to the best of his ability while Kika distracts him with soft touches and murmured praise, the heat of their bodies echoing between them and searing Pierre’s skin. He’s three fingers deep and dangerously close to coming when Kika stops him again. She silences his complaints with tender touches and light kisses pressed between his shoulder blades.
“Good boy, look at you. You’re doing so well for me, baby,” she says. “Gonna get the plug now, okay? Do you still want it?”
Pierre babbles his affirmative, and Kika kisses his shoulder once more before getting up. His thighs are starting to strain, and he’s so hard it hurts, but he wouldn’t change a thing.
Kika sits back on the bed, and Pierre hears the lube uncapping again. He tries to breathe, hoping not to come just from the idea of the plug.
He gets no warning before Kika presses the cold metal against his hole. This time, when Pierre tries to rut against the mattress, Kika doesn’t stop him.
She has her fun, fucking him slowly with the plug, letting it get to the widest part before taking it back, only to do it all over again. Pierre isn’t sure he can handle much more; he’s already so spaced out, and Esteban hasn’t even arrived yet.
“Kik—Kika, ‘m gonna—”
“No, you’re not,” she says dismissively, finally pushing all of the plug in and immediately stepping away.
Pierre could cry.
“Stay still now, babe,” Kika commands. “I’ll go get Esteban, yeah?” She doesn’t wait for his response before she leaves.
Kika, damn her, knows exactly what he likes and where his limits lie. This whole “stay just like that while I go do something else” shtick is one he’s well accustomed to. It’s a test of his obedience and a tease for his exhibitionist side.
And he’s never failed a test of obedience before — not unless he did it on purpose, that is. So, he stays mostly still, shifting a little on his knees to get more comfortable and rolling his head on the pillow so he can press his forehead against it.
Waiting isn’t hard. He’s been waiting for years.
Pierre only knows Esteban has stepped into the room because of his familiar giggle.
He and Kika exchange pleasantries, and Pierre knows, from Esteban’s tone and Kika’s barely concealed laughter, that it’s only to mess with him. He’s so focused on not moving an inch that he doesn’t notice Esteban next to him until his hand maps out his back. Pierre keens at the sudden touch, and Esteban shushes at him.
“It’s alright, mon ange, it’s alright,” he says, “I’m right here. Gonna give you what you want, yeah?”
“Please, oh, please, I’ve been good, I’ve been so good, please—”
“Oh, really?” Esteban says, his hand stopping right at his nape. “That true, Kika?”
“A bit needy but yeah. I’ve seen him do worse.”
“He’s probably just excited. Right, doll?”
Pierre wants to tell him — both of them, really — that he’s been waiting for fucking years for this, but all he can manage is another choked moan that gets a laugh out of Esteban.
“Use your words, baby, c’mon,” he says, and Pierre realizes the one thing he didn’t miss about Esteban was that fucking phrase. “Tell me how badly you want me,” he adds, a little lower.
“Want you so bad, Esteban, please, please, s'il vous plaît—” he starts babbling, but Esteban just tuts unappreciatively.
“Didn’t ask you to beg, honey. Y’know I don’t like it when you’re a slut, yeah?”
“Sorry, ‘m sorry.”
Esteban chuckles, “That’s not good enough, doll. D’you remember how we show we’re sorry?”
And, oh, he does remember. But the apology Esteban is demanding from him is not something he ever thought Kika would see. Sure, he knew he’d get fucked in front of her — that was most of the appeal — but for Esteban to ask this of him…
“Yes, sir.”
Esteban’s hand leaves his nape and leaves him untethered. He has a second to ponder on what he should do next before Esteban solves that for him, saying, “knees.”
It’s a well-practiced command. One of the many single-word instructions that made up most of their vocabulary back in the day; when there wasn’t enough time for proper dirty talk and details. Pierre remembers every single time Esteban dragged him into a dressing room or a bathroom or a supply closet and said the exact same word. Knees. Pierre doesn’t dwell on how the timber of it has changed, doesn’t have time when he has to regain control over his muscles and shove himself off the bed, landing in front of Esteban on his knees, his eyes fixated on Esteban’s boots — just how Esteban likes it.
He regrets his carelessness when his knees hit and drag on the carpet floor, knowing he’s going to be feeling the pain for weeks on end, but he thinks the burn of them is worth it when Esteban pets his hair soothingly.
“You ever have him like this, Kika?” Esteban asks. Kika doesn’t say anything, but she must shake her head because Esteban continues, “Shame. I think you’d like it. He’s so pretty on his knees.” Pierre keens. “C’mere.”
Kika’s heels appear right behind Esteban’s boots.
The next command he gets isn’t spoken. Esteban only has to tap the base of his jaw for Pierre to look up.
The image of both Esteban and Kika towering over him, Esteban smiling softly and Kika looking intrigued, is one he burns into his memory.
“Hi, mon ange,” Esteban murmurs softly, “Fucking missed you.”
And then Esteban’s bending down, his hands cradling Pierre’s face, guiding him into a kiss that feels years overdue. He lets himself be kissed, his own hands coming up to hold Esteban’s wrists in an attempt to stabilize himself.
Esteban’s kisses, if possible, are better than Pierre remembers. So easy to sink into. So good he’d be content with just this — Esteban’s lips on his, kissing him like it’s his life purpose — and nothing else, tonight and forever.
“Really fucking missed you,” Esteban muses a little breathlessly when they part.
Pierre can’t take the adoring look on Esteban’s face for too long. It sets him alight in a gentle fire that feels placeless in this scenario and makes him restless for another thing he can’t have — not yet anyway. So, he looks past Esteban’s shoulder to see Kika already looking at him, equally as fond as Esteban, but the affection doesn’t feel as uncharted when it’s written over her face.
Whatever he did in a past life to earn himself this pair, he doesn’t know, but he’s incredibly grateful for it.
Esteban is the one to snap him out of his trance, turning Pierre’s face so their eyes meet again.
“Look at me, doll. Don’t go getting distracted now,” he says, his fingers digging into the permanent baby fat in Pierre’s cheeks.
“Sorry, sir.”
“Second time you’ve said that today and I only just got here, mon ange. Is that how you’re gonna be all night? Messing up at every turn? Another sorry, sir every five seconds?” Esteban has a talent for sounding demeaning while keeping his voice soft and low. It makes Pierre whimper with how overtaken he is by the need to do better, be better for him.
He tries to shake his head but Esteban’s grip on his jaw tightens, and he can’t do much more than whine another, “Sorry, sir. ‘m sorry, I’ll be better, please,” that makes Esteban scoff and let go of him again.
Pierre falls forward, his hands land on Esteban’s hips, and he looks up pleadingly. Esteban doesn’t even extend the courtesy of meeting his eyes, looking back at Kika over his shoulder.
“I swear he didn’t use to be like this,” he says, like Pierre is just a restless pet.
“He forgets his place sometimes,” Kika says with a sigh. Esteban tilts his head in understanding and looks back at him. Pierre’s grip on his hips tightens a bit, trying to express the plea that he knows Esteban won’t want to hear.
“He better learn quickly, then,” Esteban says. “Belt. Be quick about it.”
Pierre fumbles, his unsteady hands not making the process of taking the belt off of Esteban any easier. Esteban throws his head back, groaning theatrically.
“You’d think he’d be faster with how eager he is,” he says to Kika. Pierre pouts, still fighting a war against the belt loops that seem to be conspiring against him.
“Not all sluts are good sluts, Esteban,” Kika says, making Esteban chuckle.
Pierre finally gets the belt off. He folds it haphazardly and offers it to Esteban with both his hands. Esteban’s looking at him unimpressed. “So you can follow instructions. Good.” Pierre doesn’t quite know what to do with himself, stuck between loving the dismissive edge to Esteban’s voice and chasing after whatever praise he can get. “Go on, you know what to do.”
Pierre nods, his hands going back to fumbling with the button and zipper of Esteban's pants, vaguely registering how the leather belt is tracing the skin on his shoulders. It’s making him shudder, making his job clumsier all the while. It’s a ploy he knows well; Esteban will give him an instruction and then try to distract him from it — genius in a very evil way.
“You know, Kika?” Esteban says. Kika hums, but it sounds further than before. “I’ve always thought he’d look pretty with a collar. What do you think?” Pierre is just about done with his job when Esteban taps the underside of his chin again. He’s barely lifted his eyes to meet Esteban’s when the belt is wrapped loosely around his neck; Esteban fastens it so the excess hangs from his hand.
“I can see the appeal,” Kika says, sounding disinterested as ever. “Maybe one with a dog tag and a leash.”
Esteban chuckles at that. “He’s already our bitch. Might as well make him look the part.”
“Please,” Pierre whimpers.
“Yeah?” Esteban pulls on the leather around his neck, bringing Pierre closer. “C’mon, finish the job that you started.”
Pierre quickly pushes Esteban’s pants down and pulls his dick out, his mouth watering at the sight. He sticks his tongue out and leans forward a little, showing Esteban he's ready and looking up at him for approval.
"Go on," Esteban encourages, "show us you can be a good boy."
Pierre submits to his control easily, allowing Esteban to lead his mouth onto his cock. The weight of Esteban’s dick in his mouth is yet another thing he missed, and he shows his appreciation for it by pulling out all his old tricks — the ones that helped rush their clandestine meetings along.
“That’s good,” Esteban says, his voice smooth and patronizing. Esteban’s praise, though laced with mockery, is more than welcome. Sadly, he doesn’t get to properly cherish it before Esteban gives his next command. “Enough. Stay.”
Pierre stops moving, Esteban’s cock halfway in his mouth. He drops his hands, holding them behind his back without waiting for Esteban’s instruction. He lets his eyes flutter closed, diverting all his focus to keeping as still as possible and being mindful of his breathing and how he’s starting to drool around Esteban’s dick.
It almost feels like a gift. Getting to sit there just holding Esteban's cock in his mouth, finally able to relish it properly now that there's no rush or threat of anyone walking in on them. Pierre pushes away the thought that maybe he's always been a little too into Esteban, and how he's already missing this even as he's right in the midst of it.
A pair of hands on his shoulders do away with those thoughts, though. He can tell it’s Kika by the softness of her palms, meeting at the base of his neck. She takes the belt that's still wrapped around his neck and pulls back toward her, eliciting a whine out of Pierre, making him squirm under the pull of the makeshift collar and the urge to stay still to please Esteban.
“So you just have him sit with your dick in his mouth?” Kika asks.
Esteban nods, carding his fingers through Pierre's hair. “He's an overeager little thing. Kept stepping out of line and saying sorry. Until I got tired of sorry and told him to put his mouth to better use. But then, since he loves sucking cock so much, I thought he could just sit there and take it for a bit, learn a thing or two about patience.”
Esteban forms a fist with his fingers tangled in Pierre’s hair, pulling on his scalp just enough to make it sting. “And it seems he has learned. You’ve done so well for us, pet. I think it’s time you get taken care of. What do you think, Kika?” Pierre whines around Esteban as Kika hums noncommittally.
Pierre's eagerness, if possible, burns even harder within him.
Kika delivers his next instruction, far more polite than Esteban, “On the bed, babe,” with another tug on the belt.
Pierre's dizzy with want and excitement, and he jumps to kneel on the bed before Kika's even done telling him to. He’s confused and a little saddened when only Esteban is with him on the bed, Kika sitting a couple of feet away from them on the chair he had brought up earlier for this exact purpose. He’d been enjoying Kika and Esteban’s teamwork so much, the mixing and mingling of their voices and touches, that he’d forgotten Kika is here only to watch him get fucked.
He’s about to bring out the pout and start begging when Esteban's hands start lighting fire across his skin again.
“Sir, please.”
Esteban’s hands are all over him, running over his back and sides, caressing his stomach but avoiding Pierre’s hard dick. Esteban tuts derisively when Pierre shoves his hips forward, trying to get some contact.
“Thought you were going to be a good boy for me.” Esteban places his hand on the middle of Pierre’s back, his fingers light as they tickle over his skin.
Pierre nods again, ever desperate to please. “I’ve been so good, sir, please. I’ve done everything you’ve asked.”
“Suppose we can’t expect much from a slut like you,” Esteban muses, his hand trailing down Pierre’s back, slipping between his cheeks and pressing on the end of the plug. Pierre holds back a whimper, biting on his lip, clenching his hands. He wants to beg for more but he also wants to behave; he has to be good for Esteban to get what he wants. Esteban plays with the plug some more, pulling on the end and teasing him with it before letting it slip back inside Pierre.
“Why are you so quiet all of a sudden, doll? I want to hear you.” Esteban reaches a hand around Pierre’s torso to grab his dick, jerking him off steadily. Pierre cries out loudly, hanging his head, his arms shaking to hold him up. It's very little but it's also too much. The onslaught of sensation after coasting by only on light touches, mixed with the still rising anticipation, is enough to have him on the edge in seconds.
“Fuck. Fuck, I’m going to come, sir, please.”
Esteban chuckles a bit, “You’re not allowed to come until Kika says you can.”
Pierre can’t tell what Kika’s response is, too lost in the pleasure washing over him. He’s started fucking forward into Esteban’s hand, too far gone to stop, small pained sounds falling uninhibited from his mouth.
“You’re so good to me, Este baby, I feel so good, please just, fuck—“ He tries to move away from Esteban's hand, feeling his orgasm coil in the bottom of his stomach, closing his eyes as the heat threatens to take him over. “Kika please, let me— fuck, Esteban. I—“
Pierre cries out again, and just before he feels he is going to come he hears, “Go on, babe,” and then he’s releasing all over Esteban’s hand and the bed below him, pained sounds falling from his mouth when Esteban’s hand continues to move over his sensitive dick. He squirms to move out of his grasp but Esteban doesn’t let him, holding him tighter.
“It’s— huh— it’s too much. Fuck.”
Esteban's response is a dangerous thing, whispered right next to his ear. “Oh, I’m not done with you yet, doll. Gonna fuck another out of you. D'you want that? Want to sit on my dick and ride me? Show Kika how pretty you are when taking my dick? I bet you look great stuffed full and with your thighs shaking. Imagine the sounds you’ll make, what a pretty show you'll be for Kika."
And Pierre is making more of those sounds now, cut-off whines, choked by the next sound rising from his throat. Esteban presses a kiss to the side of his neck.
“Let’s give you a little break, yeah?” Esteban says, taking his hands off Pierre. There is another pair of hands on him, cool to Pierre’s hot skin, tucking against his waist and rolling him onto his back. Pierre smiles up at Kika when he falls back into the pillows, closing his eyes when she pets his cheek.
“Do you need anything, babe? Some water maybe?” she asks.
Pierre loves that she's checking in on him. It’s the perfect balance to being roughed up by Esteban.
He shakes his head, gently grabbing her wrist and kissing the palm of her hand before turning to look at Esteban who is still partially dressed, his hands pushing his pants down the rest of the way. Pierre licks his lips, eager for what’s going to come next, shifting a little on the bed to feel the plug inside him. Kika’s hand leaves his face, giving his shoulder a gentle squeeze before moving away.
Pierre watches as Esteban unbuttons his shirt, slipping it off his shoulders, glancing up at him. He looks almost shy when their eyes meet, some of his dominant persona fading away. Esteban had always been gentle with Pierre afterward, kissing him softly, offering quiet reassurance before they had to leave each other, always making sure Pierre knew he was cared for.
Once Esteban has fully undressed, he climbs up on the bed beside Pierre and cups his jaw with one hand, pulling their lips together. Pierre melts against him, pressing his hands against his chest and waist, elated to have Esteban again after so long.
They linger like that for a while, kissing mindlessly, simply for the sake of kissing and basking in each other’s presence.
It’s both everything Pierre had missed and something entirely new. It’s Esteban, yes, but in a way Pierre had never really had the chance to experience. It’s Esteban giggling into their kiss and tracing his skin, pulling him closer even when their fronts are already molded to each other.
Pierre lets himself sink into it all: the featherlight touches, Esteban’s rushed breathing, and the slide of their lips together. He only realizes he’s been grinding his hips against Esteban’s own when his movements are halted almost forcefully.
Esteban pulls back, and Pierre can see in his face, even before he speaks, that they’re back on track. “I want you to ride me, doll. Do you think you can do that?” he asks, looking for assurance in Pierre’s eyes.
“Yes, yeah, I wanna,” Pierre responds, breathless and eager, his words running into each other with how quickly he's trying to get them out.
Esteban smiles and kisses him again briefly, moving away to settle against the headboard. “Come on, on my lap.” He beckons him with a pat to his thigh, like you would a pet, and Pierre flushes as he crawls towards him.
Esteban stops him. “Ah, aren’t you forgetting something?”
Pierre whines, confused, stopping just shy of Esteban’s lap. He hates this little guessing game Esteban plays sometimes, preferring clear instructions. It’s cruel of him to make Pierre focus on anything other than getting what he needs, while looking pretty for Kika.
Esteban smiles and pets Pierre’s cheek lovingly, but when he speaks, it edges on mocking. “You’ve gotta take that plug out, baby.”
Pierre nods and leans in for another kiss, wanting reassurance. Esteban obliges briefly before guiding Pierre’s hand back, smoothing it over the curve of his backside. Pierre tries to balance himself with one hand on the mattress as he pulls out the plug, biting his lip as he pants, doing his best to follow instructions, even though the bed feels like water beneath him.
“Good job,” Esteban’s voice grows distant, almost disinterested, making Pierre shudder, caught between wanting to earn back his attention or protesting.
“Turn around for me, doll. There you go.” Esteban helps him turn, maneuvering him a bit onto his knees, his legs straddling Esteban’s thighs. “Yeah, facing Kika, just like that. Wouldn’t want her to miss out on how pretty you look.”
Pierre glances at Kika now, pristine as always, sitting at the foot of the bed, legs crossed as she watches intently. Her steady gaze makes Pierre blush a deep red, turning his head instinctively.
Esteban pulls him back, their hips meeting as Pierre whimpers from the contact, reveling in the warmth of Esteban against his bare skin. Esteban’s hands start at his hips, holding him close, then travel up his sides, exploring his skin. Pierre squirms as one hand teases his nipple while the other strokes the sensitive skin inside his thigh. Esteban hasn’t forgotten any of his weak spots.
Pierre glances at Kika again. Her intense gaze amplifies everything he’s feeling; if Esteban doesn’t take him soon, he might lose himself from the teasing alone.
“Sir— let me, please,” Pierre begs, almost delirious, needing more. He tries to stay focused — this is his chance to prove himself, to both of them, he can’t let himself falter now.
“Already falling apart, and we haven’t even started yet,” Esteban murmurs against his shoulder, his smile pressing into Pierre’s skin.
“Please.” Pierre’s voice sounds desperate even to his own ears, and he looks away from Kika’s face as he sees her smirk at his vulnerability.
“Alright, mon ange, we’re going to give you what you need.” Esteban tugs him gently, guiding him. “Sit up for me? There we go, good pet.” He helps Pierre position himself so he’s hovering just above him, and Pierre bites down on his lip when he feels Esteban’s readiness pressing against him.
Pierre sinks down slowly, bracing his hands on Esteban's thighs as he does, shuddering and hanging his head when he bottoms out. He leans back against Esteban slightly and moans at the stretch. It’s not that he hasn’t had a dick in his ass in years; it's that he hasn't had Esteban's dick inside him in years. It still feels as perfect as the first time. Esteban has always filled him up so well, right on the verge of being too much, making him feel proud of himself for being able to take it so well.
Esteban grabs Pierre’s jaw, his fingers pressing into his cheeks as he brings his line of sight back to Kika. Pierre keens at the suddenness of the motion. “I want you to look at Kika while you ride me, think you can do that?” Pierre nods his assent as best as he can with Esteban’s hand gripping his jaw while he shifts back, already trying to fuck himself.
Esteban holds him steady, his lips pressed behind Pierre's ear. “Alright, mon ange, show me you can be a good boy. Fuck yourself on my dick for us.”
It’s a crude show, he thinks, to see him chase his own pleasure so brazenly; the way he can’t find a grip on himself or anything around him, holding onto Esteban’s arm like it’d bring him any balance. He’s never been too careful with sex, always overeager and doing his best to fulfill his cravings.
This is no exception. Pierre sets a frantic pace from the get-go, bouncing eagerly on Esteban's cock, trying to make up for the years of having this need remain unsatisfied.
That was mistake number one. It doesn’t take long before his thighs are straining, and he’s falling forward, barely staying upright. He's too into this, enjoys the feeling of being fucked far too much to try to please anyone but himself. Greed is his fatal flaw, and Esteban doesn’t hesitate to point it out.
“Come on, if you’re gonna be a greedy bitch—" he doesn’t even sound winded as he speaks, "—I think you can do better than that,” Esteban chastises, and Pierre shakes his head, his eyes teary as he rocks himself down, gasping when Esteban grabs his hips and holds him there, his hold punishing when Pierre tries to grind back against him.
“What? You’re tired already? How disappointing. You get so weak for a dick in your ass that you can’t even show Kika how well you take it. What should we do about that then? Hm?"
Pierre really hates the constant questioning. Maybe next time he’ll ask to be gagged, see if that keeps Esteban's conversation at bay. He's here to get fucked, not to be quizzed on how he wants to get fucked. He tries to convey his frustration by shifting his hips some more, letting Esteban know that he doesn't care how; he just wants him.
It does the trick well enough, though Esteban sighs like he’s tired of him.
“Wanna get fucked so bad but you won't even work for it. Spoiled fucking slut is what you are,” one of Esteban’s hands lands between Pierre’s shoulder blades and pushes him down until his face is smushed against the mattress. The change in angle pushes Esteban's cock further inside him, and Pierre keens at the feeling, squirming under Esteban, who's kneeling, tall and proud, behind him. “Can you tell Kika how you feel while I fuck you, or will that be too hard for you, too?” Esteban doesn’t seem to be actually waiting for a response if the way he continues to manhandle him is anything to go by.
Pierre feels like things are starting to fall back into place, though he’s not entirely sure when anything went missing at all. Still, there's something just beyond his reach, close enough that he can taste it, right behind his teeth, but he can't sink his hands into it. Esteban is giving him everything he’s wanted — or everything he thought he wanted. And it's good. Amazing, even. It's bringing him to the edge of delirium, but he can't help but still crave for more.
Maybe if he could have this more often. Maybe if he didn’t have to miss it. Maybe if he could always have it. Maybe if Esteban wasn’t a novelty brought into his and Kika's bedroom for a couple of hours, only to leave again. Maybe if Esteban was a permanent fixture in their life. Maybe then he’d be satiated.
Esteban lifts his hips a little higher and starts to fuck him hard, driving his hips against his own with vigor; it’s all Pierre’s wanted for years now. He's white-knuckling the sheets, letting Esteban do whatever he wants to him, not caring to hide the pathetic sounds that are getting punched out of him with every thrust, sounds that lie somewhere between moans and cries.
Both Kika and Esteban stay quiet, and the backdrop of silence it creates makes the lewd noises E
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esteban/mick football au not!fic absolutely no research done and all team knowledge extremely out of date
Esteban and Mick first meet at a France vs Germany international friendly. Pierre isn't there even though his club team schedule isn't in the way anyway. he's on loan anyway, to some team in Italy, and it doesn't look like he's going to get called back. Charles probably also plays for France (because this is fic but he's still salty about it) but his club team IS playing and they won't spare him.
because of that Esteban is playing striker when he usually plays left wing because he can score but he's not considered as aggressive on the goal. He does score in this match and he puts the French crest between his teeth and pulls up his shirt, abs on display (Whatever. Hot).
Mick is playing for Germany. he's had a couple of national team callups but usually just in games like this. he's hoping to make the squad for world cup qualifying and then the world cup. He's a right back, maybe, and Seb's there, playing center mid. He plays seventy minutes which is more than he usually gets, these days.
The game goes like 2-1 to France. Mick plays well but not. Standout. He has pretty good stats, but nothing too special. He probably plays for a mid-level german club and he's in talks to play in the epl. he sees esteban score from across the field and he thinks it's a good goal and he bites the inside of his cheek because he really doesn't want to lose but also it doesn't matter and also it was beautiful.
AFTER the game he goes out to a nice but not super nice dinner with his mom and sister. esteban is there with some of his teammates and they're not drunk yet but they WILL be. Anyway esteban comes over to mick and complements his playing and touches his arm and shoulder and mick says (dry mouth) "I'd say nice goal but. Yknow." esteban laughs because he does know and he invites mick out with them and micks sister says he'd love to go and esteban says good with the little smile where his nose crinkles.
So mick ends up at a club with half the French national team and they're nice about it and some of them recognize him because well. His dad. Even though he's wearing a hat (but Esteban turned it around so it's backwards and said so I can see your face and mick doesn't fix it). Esteban mostly stays at a high table, with mick, and his teammates rotate through and they end up doing shots and mick is drunker than he anticipated but he's having more fun than he thought too and he also feels a little bit pathetic because esteban is essentially babysitting him (even though esteban isn't and doesn't care because he feels left out of his own team and he likes mick and he did like his playing).
they end up getting a taxi together and esteban tells mick that he should forget the premier league and come play in France ("your French is good enough they'd like you and we need a solid defender come on. not as much pressure and good play."). mick nods and says he'll think about it and it's early but they're both so earnest about the whole thing.
the taxi takes a turn too fast and mick lurches across and their shoulders brush. esteban kind of catches him, hand around his waist. mick looks up at him. he's a little short of breath and tired from the game and he's like. Oh.
esteban is looking down at him with those big dark eyes and the streetlights go by and some of his hair has escaped the gel and flops down onto his forehead and his hand is so warm.
esteban is like. You can come over if you want. I've got fifa.
mick laughs and says yes before even thinking about checking his watch or texting his roommate or anything.
they go back to estebans hotel room (his roommate said he wasn't coming back at the club idk) and they have a few more beers and play, their shoulders pressed together and esteban says something about how mick plays again and mick is like in fifa and esteban is like. no, before.
mick is like wait you've watched me play in the Bundesliga and esteban kind of looks away and says sure and mick knows it's a yes.
they're SO close together and estebans arm is behind micks back and mick kind of turns to him and he knows he's not supposed to because it's sports and he just lost but he tips his head up and kisses esteban and it goes from there, soft and good and a little awkward but easy too. he falls asleep right there, sprawled across esteban.
In the morning esteban has to rush to catch the plane back with the team but they exchange numbers and esteban tells mick to come visit and mick knows he means it...[insert Disney visit here]...
and then.. world cup callups happen and mick doesn't get called up and of course esteban does (as left wing pierre is striker Charles is center mid) but he was left out of the euro lineup a few years before so he knows how it can feel.
he invites mick to a game anyway bc they're friends and sure - they hooked up that once but since then it's been. Different than estebans other friendships in sport but still - they go out and party and eat and talk at charity events. and then mick is at dinner at his parents house and theyre looking at old trophies and photos of when they were kids and there's one of Charles pierre esteban and mick doesn't say anything about it and esteban just sighs with secret relief. estebans met micks mom and sister and dog and they've gone running together with Angie on a vacation in Italy but - they both had their girlfriends there.
So mick comes to the world cup even though he's not playing and he watches France win their qualifying group and then the quarters by the skin of their teeth vs Australia (sorry dannyric) and then lose horribly in the semis vs idk the netherlands. Mick sits in weird spots, not the best seats. he just wants to watch. sometimes he's with friends and sometimes surrounded by strangers. And he tells himself he's there to watch good football.
still, Germany v Spain are playing soon. Mick can't make both and he chooses to watch esteban play...
They go out to dinner afterward but Esteban just picks at his food (he barely got to touch the ball). mick doesn't get it but he gets it and he grabs estebans arm when they're standing out in the dark waiting for an Uber and esteban is looking down at him and he's looking up. mick has broken up with his girlfriend even if he doesn't totally know why (it just wasn't right) and they KISS and mick is like. Shit. Shit. This is what I've been waiting for this whole time, since the first game, since forever. And he's in talks with estebans team and they're going - okay.
They go back to micks hotel room and esteban takes a shower because he wants to take another one and he just sits there on the bed, so dejected, and mick doesn't know what to do, doesn't quite know what it means that Esteban has trusted him like this, in this state, to be the one here. and they just turn on the TV and fall asleep on top of the big bed, on top of the covers.
When Mick wakes up slightly in the night esteban is crying softly into his shoulder and mick can't pretend he's not awake so he just rubs estebans shoulder til they both fall back asleep. In the morning este pretends it never happened and mick isn't going to SAY anything but they're still both in (idk where this is happening for some reason I'm imagining like LA. Sorry Qatar world cup) for a few more days bc France still has the third place match vs Spain.
they talk about the world cup a little more in vague terms and smaller frustrations and go do all the tourist stuff together and it's fun and sometimes este disappears with his girlfriend but moslty he's with mick and then he tells him she's gone home and mick is. Well he likes esteban so much and he doesn't want to be like this but his stomach is all twisted up from not playing and from everything else (Germany is in the finals). They hook up i think the day before the 3rd place match.
It's good but a little weird. they don't really talk about it after but Esteban gets up and goes to play and mick didn't get tickets to this one so he watches on tv in his hotel room. Esteban scores a goal but France still loses 3-1 and then he doesn't text mick back for hours.
micks flight is the next day so he goes to estebans hotel hoping he might still be there and he goes up to his room and runs into pierre in the hallway who is like. wtf r u doing here.
mick shrugs and says nothing.
Pierre's like weird ok and says something cryptic about esteban.
Anyway esteban doesn't answer the door but on the way out mick runs into him in the lobby like you didn't respond to me r u okay im going home tonight.
Este is like. Yeah sorry and doesn't want to talk about it and mick is SO SAD and he's like. Okay. esteban doesn't invite him up to his room and mick doesn't know what to do so he leaves and gets the airport early and it sucks...
THEN like a week or two of radio silence later he gets the contract with estebans team and signs it and esteban texts him that he's excited for mick to join the team and things sort of slot into place again - they text and they see each other once in France when micks there for a day and the new season is approaching.
before preseason esteban takes mick apartment shopping and they play fifa and it's like before but not Really they're still close but somethings wrong and esteban won't talk about it.
They go out with the team during preseason and end up outside together smoking even tho they really shouldn't and mick says something like i have to go check on Angie.
Este says wistfully I haven't seen her in forever and mick says (rashly) you can come.
este doesn't know that Mick got the apt that este said he liked best because of the windows and the kitchen and the layout. he comes over and they feed the dog and take her out and they're both a little drunk and este is like. Oh. He wants to ask - because of me? But he doesn't.
Mick wants to ask him to stay. But he doesn't. So they stay up all night watching some marvel TV show even though they still have practice tomorrow (just not early). mick is falling asleep and he wakes up and his head is in estebans lap and esteban has his fingers in micks hair and is holding perfectly still and Angie is at his feet.
mick looks up at him and is like. Come to bed? And este is silent but nods and they go in and go to sleep and they wake up early and este kisses him
mick: I can't.
Esteban: Why not.
Mick: in America - you. You stopped talking to me.
Esteban: sorry
Mick: I know
Esteban: tries to kiss him again
mick lets him and then says: we can just be friends or -. I don't know if I can. Play my best when we're going back and forth
Este: play your best (a little amused)
Mick: I have to know where I'm at with my uh new teammates I can't. I can't be always second guessing.
Esteban: (nods)
Mick: and I would rather be friends if you - I thought you had a girlfriend
Este (looks away): not - not for a while
Mick: oh. (and he's sleepy and stupid so he asks) why
Este : silence
Mick: come on, talk to me (soft)
Este: since the world cup. After. I spent the night with you. I just. I knew she wasn't what I - not what I wanted but what I needed
Mick : oh
Esteban: yeah
Mick (repeats) : yeah
And then esteban tries to kiss him again and mick kisses back and mick makes breakfast while este takes Angie out.
they go to practice and someone asks este about pierre and they've got a preseason game coming up. there's a press conference about the season and the new signings and someone asks este how he thinks their new defense looks as that was their weakness before.
esteban looks at mick and smiles so big with such honesty and says something like "i think this could really be the change I - uh, we - needed for the team"
#IGNORE THE FACT THAT NONE OF THIS IS TIMELINE COMPATIBLE WITH ANYTHING#And also that I haven't seriously watched soccer since like 2014#I will tack the cheb side plot on here in a rb in a second#Tetrapod writes#Or whatever tf my tag is#I never really post stuff like this but this isn't making it to ao3 lol
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F1 Grid as Marvel Cinematic Universe Characters
Mercedes
Lewis: Steve Rogers/Captain America
Takes a stance for others at great personal cost. Doesn't care about the consequences if its the right thing to do.
Valtteri: Clint Barton/Hawkeye
Quieter. Good team member. Doesn't have flashy abilities.
Red Bull
Max: Nebula
Angry, misguided. Needs to get away from the bad father figure.
Checo: James "Rhodey" Rhodes/War Machine
A great support. But not the main character.
Ferarri
Charles: Kingo
You bet he's himbo enough star, write, produce and direct a film about his friend just to steal his thunder.
Carlos: Fandral (the fencer in Thor's Warriors Three)
Charming. Amazing support and team member. But you forget he exists (and even changed actors). Could play a bigger role.
McLaren
Lando: Peter Parker/Spider-man
He's a kid, messing up and trying to find his place in the world. Memes a lot with his core friend group.
Daniel: Bro Thor from What If...?
Yes, I believe Daniel would get a shitty tattoo and create a party so huge only his mom could break it up. Befriends everyone. Impossible to form animosities. If Daniel were Thor in Thor 1, he and Loki would be bffs like in What If..?
Alpine
Fernando: Yondu
He's fatherly to specific people (Esteban), but terrible to others. Flair for the dramatic.
Esteban: Richard (Jane's date/ love interest in Thor 2)
A nice enough guy with a lot of ability but gets terribly outshone by others.
Alpha Tauri
Pierre: Shang-chi/Shaun Xu Shang-chi (Yes, I wrote that like an HK actor lol)
Escaped a terrible original team/family. Learned lessons from them. Trying to become his own person. Learned to hold his own. Gets recognition.
Yuki: Cassie Lang (Ant-Man's daughter)
Super sweet kid. Penchant for playing violently.
Aston Martin
Sebastian: Dr. Bruce Banner/Hulk
Very smart, affable guy... until you piss him off. Aka. Baku Road Rage 2017. Multi 21. "We were racing. I was faster. I passed him. I won."
Lance: Joaquin Torres (Falcon and the Winter soldier-US military soldier who helps Sam)
Really affable and helpful guy. Resouceful. Uses the resources at his disposal.
Williams
George: T'challa/Black Panther
A very dignified character with a lot of skill. Will become a leader of something with a lot of legacy. Knows how to lead.
Nicky: Maria Rambeau (Captain Marvel's "bff and roommate")
Supportive. Strong in their own right. Knows how to help and serve others.
Alfa Romeo
Kimi: Drax the Destroyer
Very stoic. Offers astute observations. Doesn't mince words.
Honourable Mention: Guy playing Galaga on the Helicarrier in Avengers 1.
Antonio: The Ancient One (Dr. Strange's bald mentor)
Has a certain kindness and amusement to him, but is on another mortal plane because Italian Jesus.
Haas
Mick: Sam Wilson/Falcon/Captain America
He has to live up to a legacy and he doesn't know if he's up to the challenge, but he will certainly try. A really genuinely good guy who helps others.
Mazepin: Kingpin
Self-explanitory. Round head. Violent asshole.
Extras:
Toto: House Arrest Scott Lang/Ant-Man
Tries to negotiate himself out of a bad situation that can come off kinda whiney. Can be diplomatic.
Christian: J Jonah Jameson
Lewis is a menace!
Will Buxton: Betty Brant (high school news anchor)
Uber dramatic in front of the camera.
Michael Masi: Thanos
Decides races at a snap of his fingers.
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George: What's our exit strategy again?
Charles: Our What?
George: Oh My God! Did anyone think this through!
Charles: Hey, it's not my fault all our plans have fallen apart the longer we've been in here!
George:.....
Pierre: Let's just calm down, ok? We'll think of something.
Alex: How! We've thought of everything! We're never getting out of this stupid place.
Lando: Well, maybe it's because SOMEONE thought it would be a great idea to throw our backup plan into a bucket of water!
Lance: It was on FIRE!
Lando: We still could have used it!
Lance: No! No we couldn't have! And you know what? I'm sick and tired of you always having it out for me!
Lando: I do not have it out for you!
Lance: Yes you--
Pierre: Can you two just cut it out? We have bigger problems to worry about.
Esteban: Oh shut up Gasly.
Pierre: I swear to God--
Alex: Enough! Just stop! Everyone need to calm down. This is insane. We're all adults here, ok. So just.... calm down.
Pierre:......
Esteban:......
Charles:......
Lando:......
Lance:......
George: I knew we shouldn't have gone to an escape room together. Movie night would have been so much less dramatic.
#f1 incorrect quote#george russell#charles leclerc#pierre gasly#alex albon#lando norris#lance stroll#esteban ocon#f1#formula 1#f1 incorrect quotes#williams#ferrari#mclaren#racing point#alpha tauri#renaults#red bull
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1D songs that make me think of the 2020 grid
(In honour of One Direction’s 10 year anniversary)
Lewis Hamilton: Nobody Compares. A bit obvious perhaps but it’s true! Swap out ‘no one ever looks so good in a dress’ with race-related terms and BAM! Written for Lewis himself. ‘So London with your own style’ – who else do you see saying what he is saying?
Sebastian Vettel: I instantly thought of History. And I know it’s just because of recent events, but this is ‘songs that make me think of…’ and History made me think of Seb.
Charles Leclerc: Don’t Forget Where You Belong (Monaco edition). Yes, this is about me being angry at him.
Valterri Bottas: Na Na Na, I guess. Only justified by the line ‘we got a bit of love hate’ which makes me think of Valterri and the podium.
Lando Norris: Girl Almighty. Does the song make any sense? No. But his light really is as loud as as many ambulances.
Carlos Sainz: Night Changes because I’m bitter about having once been the No. 1 Carlos stan and then finding out he’s a fascist. Yes, One Direction, it does drive me crazy just how fast the night changes.
Antonio Giovanazzi: I forget he’s even here tbh and I don’t have a good answer. Another World I guess because it’s the song I forget they wrote.
Daniel Ricciardo: Temporary Fix. It’s horny and maybe it’s the Aussie in him but Daniel strikes me as the horniest on the grid.
Max Verstappen: No Control. Most Chaotic driver on the grid 100% gets One Direction’s most Chaotic song. It’s also the second-only to Temporary Fix as the most horny.
Nicholas Latifi: Infinity. Nice song for a nice lad. Nothing more to say.
Daniil Kvyat: Alive? I guess… Look, I don’t know him enough.
Esteban Ocon: The most underrated driver on the grid deserves the most underrated song: Fireproof.
Kimi Raikkonen: Stockholm Syndrome. ‘Who’s that shadow holding me hostage? I’ve been here for days’. Just let the man retire.
Alex Albon: Ready to Run. Red Bull need to give Alex a better chance and let him loose, let him run, ‘escape from the city and follow the sun’!
Lance Stroll: Walking in the Wind. I do like the song, it’s just kind of bland and I don’t think about it often.
Sergio Perez: Why Don’t We Go There. Sergio to Lance at the start of this season: “It looks nice at the front of the grid… why don’t we go there?” And go there they did.
Pierre Gasly: He just makes me think of Happily.
Kevin Magnussen: Something Great. All I want is another KMag podium. Is it too much to ask for something great?
Romain Grosjean: Same Mistakes. Sorry Romain I do support you and if it wasn’t for you not backing up Lewis about taking a knee I’d have picked a nicer song. Instead you get this: ‘You pray, pray, pray that everything will be okay, while you’re making all the same mistakes.’
George Russell: I Would. ‘I can’t compete with your boyfriend – he’s got 27 tattoos’. Sub out tattoos for ‘years with Mercedes’. But it’s okay! Just like 1D all got inked, George is gonna get that Merc seat one day.
#you can blame coelura for this#f1#formula 1#lewis hamilton#valterri bottas#sebastian vettel#charles leclerc#max verstappen#alex albon#carlos sainz#lando norris#kevin magnussen#romain grosjean#pierre gasly#daniil kvyat#daniel ricciardo#esteban ocon#lance stroll#sergio perez#george russell#nicholas latifi#antonio giovinazzi#kimi raikkonen
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Would love to hear your full take on Pierre,,,
Sorry this took me a few days to get to, I meant to answer it immediately but never found the motivation :( Anyways, onto Pierre.
I believe you are commenting on a post of mine where I stated my fear that the Middle Generation of drivers (Charles, Carlos, Pierre and Max specifically) have/are going to miss out on opportunities and will never reach their full potential in F1. This is similar to what happened to the “Lost Generation” which is comprised of drivers such as Daniel, Kevin, Nico and Checo. To reiterate something that another asker was confused about: it has nothing to do with talent. The generations are not lumped together based on talent but based on their similar ages/entrance into F1 and I am speaking on the wasted potential that this group never got to achieve. (For example, Nico’s full potential was podiums--he never got here. And Daniel’s full potential was a championship--which he’ll never get.)
I am not going to waste your time and state what I said briefly about Charles, Carlos and Max but I will go into depth more so about what I hardly touched upon with Pierre. As I said, Pierre is a phenomenal talent. As much as his podium and race win may have proven it to the world, many still call him a “luck driver” who is not good enough for a higher team. This is, obviously, because of his time at Red Bull dramatically overshadowed his career.
I started following Pierre around 2017 when I first got interested in F1 because of the history. In 2017 he wasn’t racing in Europe but in Super Formula so I took the time to catch up on his career thus far (I will go into depth on this in a moment). I didn’t start watching F1 until 2018 and the only driver (non-historical) I really was attached to was Pierre (others would comes later). Obviously, if you remember, Pierre ended up taking P5 in qualifying and P4 in a Toro Rosso in front of the whole world in only a few races at Bahrain. It was absolutely incredible and for the rest of the season until his Red Bull announcement, Pierre was dishing points place after points place after points place in only his first full season in F1. Therefore, while it was only his FIRST FULL SEASON, the jump to Red Bull ultimately felt justified.
Of course, this did not end up being the case. Our joy over Pierre getting to be in a higher team made us completely and utterly forget the track record Red Bull has left with its second drivers. For those of you who are new to F1 (either coming in 2019, mid-2019 or 2020) you missed out on Pierre’s debut season which was fantastic for the car he was given. Furthermore, if you came in during mid-2019 or 2020 and you think that the treatment RB gave to Alex is horrible--you are hardly touching the surface. The treatment that RB is giving Alex versus Pierre is like taking your sons on summer vacation and then having one of them sleep on the comfy twin bed with two blankets and the other kid on the floor without so much as PJs. We haven’t even touched upon Daniil. Daniil would be like the parents leaving the kid outside to sleep.
Let’s move on. It is very easy to look at Pierre’s season and tout only negative things. It was not his best moment and, yes, he certainly could’ve done better. However, with what he was given? Are we even sure about that? For example, Pierre become open with the media following his demotion. Not only did RB leave it to the very last moment but they also would:
1) Use Pierre’s car and car parts to test Max.
2) When Pierre requested a more experienced engineer, he was denied. However, when Alex requested the same thing, he was given it.
3) RB consistently spoke horribly of him in front of the media. They constantly spoke that he needed to do better and never tried to build him up.
4) Emotionally pressured Pierre to his breaking limit.
Now the difference between RB and many other teams is that when the going gets tough for their drivers, many teams choose to build their drivers up to set them up for success. RB’s method is to tear their drivers down and hope that they can pick up their own pieces once they become annoyed with humiliation. The demotion was far, far too quick. Think of Alex--he has been getting worse and worse and worse with a year and half of time at Red Bull. Pierre managed half a season before they gave him the boot. The boot was also without warning even despite Pierre getting better and better each race.
This is all information you probably already know, I said earlier I would touch upon his younger career and how this has been overshadowed and forgotten due to his time at RB. Here are some facts/statistics that will be important for my point later:
Finished 3rd in the French F4 championship with four wins, two poles and seven podiums over the course of only fourteen races despite having three retirements (the 2nd placer had 0 and the 1st placer only had 1).
In his first season at Eurocup Formula Renault 2.0 he finished 10th of 51 different racers and every person but one who finished before him in the championship was older than him. Pierre was only 16 when Stoffel V was 20, Daniil K was 18, Oliver R was 20, Norman N was 20, Nyck V was 17, Paul L was 21, Oscar T was 16, Melville M was 18 and Alex R was 18.
In his second season of Eurocup Formula Renault 2.0 he finished first in front of the likes of Esteban Ocon, Oliver Rowland, Jake Dennis, Nyck de Vries, Luca Ghitto and Alexander Albon.
Finished 6th in the 2013 Formula Renault 2.0 Alps Series despite missing half of the season and there being 42 competitors total (everyone ahead of him completed the full season).
Finished 2nd of 28 competitors in the 2014 Formula Renault 3.5 Series and lost to none other than Carlos Sainz Jr.
Finished 1st in his second full season of GP2 (now formally classified as F2).
The GP2 race he won in Silverstone happened right after a huge roadcar accident in which his mother ended up in the hospital. Pierre himself fractured his vertebrae and still went on to win the race while his mother was in the hospital and he had a broken bone.
Was called in to replace a Renault edams driver in Formula E. He was jet lagged, tired and got only a few hours in the sims. He still managed to secure P4 in qualifying and then was set for a P3 finish but he crashed into the wall on the last corner of the last lap and came home in P4. THIS WAS HIS FIRST TIME EVER IN AN FE RACE OR AN FE CAR.
Finished second in Super Formula in 2017 but lost by only half a point. One of the races in the season was abandoned when he was set to win because of flooding and storm. Had it not been abandoned he would’ve finished first at the end of the season.
All this pretty much brings you up to speed to when he entered into F1 (which all his amazing stuff you should be familiar with). Moving more onto my “take” regarding Pierre. I have shown evidence for why he is an incredible driver, however, now we’re moving onto the not so great bit. I suppose I must answer one question before I move on.
Do I think Pierre is good enough, against all the rest of the talent in F1, to get consistent podiums if given the proper car? Absolutely. Do I think Pierre is good enough, against all the rest of the talent in F1, to get consistent wins if given the proper car? Absolutely. Do I think Pierre is good enough, against all the rest of the talent in F1, to fight/win a championship one day if given the proper car? This I firmly believe is possible (other thing I’ll get into if someone wants).
The reason I worry and am distressed about Pierre is because I don’t believe he’ll ever get a go at a higher team again. RB really put a shadow over his career, a shadow that is going to worry other teams from placing him into their cars. He has ultimately proven himself with podiums and, of course, the race win. However, seeing as there is so much young talent coming into F1, I don't see there being a place for him.
Mercedes is set to most likely be Max and George when Lewis retires. Red Bull would never dare to put him in that seat again. Ferrari has their “golden generation” of Charles and Mick to look after. And those are the seemingly “top teams” (if you can even all Ferrari that). Let’s look at the others. Racing Point is going to be Lance and Seb until Seb retires. I don’t see Pierre ever going to Alpha Romeo. And McLaren is set up for the next few years with Lando and Daniel. Haas--I don’t think so. This is ultimately dangerous for Pierre’s career because RB likes to keep fresh meat in their B team car (or if you trust Horner it’s their “sister team” lol). Pierre’s best chance is the escape the RB family. AND I UNDERSTAND that the regulations could make things VERY different in F1 for the future. These are just my hypothesis and guesses--all is subjective and up to interpretation so @ anybody reading this--relax, buddy. So where does Pierre fit in in the future? These are some scenarios I have conjured up.
1) Mercedes. Let’s say that, possibly. Max never ends up moving into that second Merc seat and instead remains at RB wasting away until they can get him a better car for the rest of his career (ooo burn sorry it’s for the scenario don’t hate me). This would open up a place at Merc for Pierre to truly shine his potential. Most likely, he would play second fiddle to George but hey--it’s still a seat where can utilize that potential.
2) Red Bull. This would be if they get desperate. I don’t think if given a second chance, Pierre would say no. If Max were still in the team, he would be second fiddle. I can see Pierre going to RB if Max leaves for Merc in the next few years and they want him to lead Yuki or if Yuki doesn’t shine in AT and they end up dropping him they are going to be slim Pickens... I don’t know if being at RB will give him a place where he can utilize his potential but it’s a possibility.
3) Ferrari. This would be only a chance if Mick doesn’t do great in Alpha Romeo and they need someone to fill the seat of their obvious place holder Carlos. He would be alongside Charles. Other than that.... Ferrari seems pretty set and there isn’t any space.
4) McLaren. This I don’t see as very possible? I would love to see him in orange but they seem pretty set with Daniel and Lando. I think Daniel is probably going to ride out the end of his career there. Lando seems very integrated into the team and I can’t see him leaving unless he got a better offer like Merc. If Max didn’t end up taking the second Merc seat in the future and remains at RB then Lando might be given an offer which would open up a place that Pierre could possibly take. Do I count this as realistic? Not really, but it could happen. At McLaren I could see Pierre utilizing his potential.
5) Renault. This is one of the options that seems most realistic to me. They're set with Fernando for the next few years. If they decided, after 2021, to give the boot to Esteban, that would open up a place for Pierre in a French team that would love a French driver (they already have one but Pierre is a FRENCH WINNER). You know that teams loves their nationalism.... Anyways. Or, possibly, Fernando retires after two years (again lol) which would open up a seat for Pierre to take along Esteban. However, I don’t really see Esteban staying long term because Renault probably needs to put one of their Renault babies like Guanyu or Christian in there.
6) Williams. Lol. No.
7) Haas. I don’t see it happening really??? I have my reasons but my gut just says... Au revoir.
8) Racing Point. THIS. This I see as 100% 100% a possibility. Let’s say that Seb retires after two years--this would open up a seat. Pierre is a strong, consistent and stable driver who doesn’t make mistakes. Here he could really use his potential!! #PierreInGreen!!
9) Alpha Romeo. As I said... I really don’t see it. They seem pretty busy with all their young guys.
So to conclude, the future for Pierre lies at either Renault or Racing Point (less chance but possible includes Merc to McLaren). To not take up any more of your time, this is what I mean by Pierre being an incredible talent who may or may not get a chance at a higher team. He deserves to have more and to have a second chance. He has really proven himself and is pulling the absolutely maximum out of himself. I really want to see him with more, like he deserves.
Even Charles wanted him as his teammate at Ferrari back in April... that’s saying even more. Everyone on the grid except Esteban rate him highly as a person and as a driver. His potential deserves smth better. He has proven himself time and time again against everyone who told him he wasn't good enough and who still say it was all just luck. There exists luck. But firmer than luck, there exists skill.
Pierre Gasly is a race winner in an Alpha Tauri. Do not forget that.
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i did finish the fic!!!! gave me the like “omg what do i even do with these feelings now” hahaha it really is such a masterpiece!
the character foils were everything!!! obviously pierre and esteban at the core but even the relationship of pierre and charles compared to his with esteban, pierres career compared to estebans, pierres family etc etc it all interacts to create such a wonderful picture of who they are and how they have… become who they are??? like even from the beginning, when theyre karting together and estebans first feelings are “i want to win and i want to be in the kart but hes going first :(“ and that… changes but never really goes away because its important to him and the little moments that show their diff upbringing too like… pierre asking for like. snacks for instance, and not having that fear of being rude and having something taken away from him that esteban has, like his interactions with pierres family made me want to scream because like. the cautiousness and politeness like so so so real
estebans ENTIRE relationship with crying. AGGHHHH!!!!!
and pierre not understanding why he cant separate on and off track but like. estebans put his whole self into it in a different way to what pierre has, and just exactly what its like to be kind of. insular and awkward as a kid because that DOES follow you, his difficulties fitting in with his peer group etc etc
the playing COD together made me 😭😭😭 😭 ESPECIALLY when pierre was like dude was that ur mum??? and its like. in my head ratatouille flashback pierre and estebans parents. AND ESTEBAN ADDED TO THE GROUP CHAT AND HES LIKE… im inside now :) UGHRJFJ SOBBING
omfg and all the unsent texts when pierre got demoted… esteban im literally reaching thru the screen to make u press send sorry anyway. beautiful beautiful beautiful fic thank u so much!!!! mwah!!! <3
Thank u!! This is long so under the cut haha
ahhh that's amazing to hear 😭😭 I love when writing makes me feel like that so it's an honor to be able to do it for u!!! I'm really glad I was able to flesh out that world in a way that felt real!!! I was sort of debating whether to tag this fic as a bildungsroman or not (obv I didn't) because I didn't know if there was enough character change/on loss/psychological focus... like they grow up but i wanted to keep that raw competitive core and also keep the elements of - Pierre's parents saying they tried to protect his childhood, but he moved away so young. Esteban saying he grew up quick. Etc. like you said - 'insular and awkward'. the stuff about crying (este talking about crying after getting scratched from Australia 2019 testing with merc. It destroys me). It sneaks up on u. You never escape that!!! And if you do, you have to work for it!!!!
the triangulation of Charles/pierre/esteban is like. Everything to me. I need a proper messy love triangle. i need Charles pov on the whole thing. the way Charles is. he's in a different league than them and he knows it but he wants to be loved anyway...
i think also capturing how people interact with each other online is - hard. i literally just sketched out a Cinderella story au with @nicotineteeth lmao and i keep thinking about it like. about the idiot by batuman. how can you know someone so well online and not know how it will flesh out when you meet each other. can you talk past each other without realizing it. obv here - and in most of my fic - i try to stay in the present but even with relationships like that. i feel like saying things you mean in text is. almost even worse. that was the only scene in this whole fic where both pierre and esteban weren't there and i was honestly debating it but like that's a connection too. ok sorry to ramble about something so tangential haha.
I really appreciate ur message haha. Screenshotted and saved!! I'm very glad you enjoyed my little fic and I really enjoyed hearing ur comments!!! ❤️❤️
#When i was a kid meeting my friends parents was always agonizing because I wanted them to like me and wanted nothing to do with them...#I was. A weird kid lmao. And probably also a weird young adult.#Idk like writing the fic was. Harder than normal. Maybe#But like I feel like so. Many of the comments r leaving me so raw#Like you guys r seeing so. Many things that are true but I didn't intend#And it's just. Idk. Crazy#Like yes I do love esteban. Yes he has a messy relationship with tears. Yes putting racing first closed him off to navigating things well#Idk you guys are. So insightful. It's. Wow. It's really special.#I've written a lot of fic but the response to this one is#Honestly unreal. I really can't even say how honored I am by it#I expected maybe. A third of what I've gotten like. Wow. And I've been so read.#Ask#Anyway#Next up... Fantasyfest#Then maybe yukierre cuz I have promised myself ill write it#Then 10million more. Pierresteban
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